I had a dream last night that I was fighting with the passenger in my car and made an illegal left turn at a T intersection and took out a car and some pedestrians.
It was a bad dream, and I've felt guilty all day.
I can't turn on the news any more. I can't hear about children dying in the rubble. I can't hear about the impending death of our planet. I can't hear about the latest health crisis. I can't. I am too weak to change anything for the better.
It was a bad dream, and I've felt guilty all day.
I can't turn on the news any more. I can't hear about children dying in the rubble. I can't hear about the impending death of our planet. I can't hear about the latest health crisis. I can't. I am too weak to change anything for the better.
posted by M at 7:09 PM
7 Comments:
It's a bleak outlook, but don't get too down. Things will improve I tell you. Salut!
Thank God there is another person out there with this. Ever since AJD was born I grieve the stuff I see. It makes me just act wierd. And i have to find a way to cope with it somehow.
it's been forward in me mind and i don't know how to talk about it.
i call it "human misery" because i don't know how else to describe
Man you're weird.
Why and how we spend so much energy and time finding ways and means to harm each other is just so... coldly amazing!
It's reassuring to know there are people out there suffering from newsphobia like me!
Fitèna
I had a dream in which my best friend was a bear, and we were on a quest to open a haunted closet. I confided everything to my friend. He didn't confide back though. Bears don't understand English. Also, we never got around to finding out what was inside the haunted closet. So there.
Sorry you're depressed.
Come back to us, M! The voices in my head miss you.
I can relate to this general "fatigue"... It gets harder and harder to keep fighting on so many fundamental levels, especially with people who aren't willing to reconsider their brainwashing. But you'll feel better, notwithstanding all that. Just hang in there.
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